Alone
I'm very rarely actually all alone, but I feel lonely. I have a lot of people who love me and care about me but I still feel lonely. I have my God and I seem to be talking to Him in my head all the time lately, but I still feel lonely. I wish my God would tell me if I will ever again have respite from my daily mental anguish. I wish my tell me the future and if I will ever be free of physical pain. The doctors have all given up hope on that one and it is heartbreaking. I'm only 38. What if I live to 88 in this pain?