Sensitive

I do not take teasing, sarcasm, or criticism (except gently from a couple of very close family members) well.

I do not need to be reminded that my children suffer due to my illnesses.  I feel constantly guilty enough, thank you.

I do not need to be told what is smart or not smart to post on Facebook. I am a grown adult and I am not defaming people or bullying or even being mean. I'm a lover not a fighter, but I have it is sometimes needed to stand up for ME.

I do not need anyone to tell me what is ok or not okay for my family.  I am not doing anything against any laws (or even close to breaking any laws) and what I choose to consider and research or care about because I love ALL OF MY kids is fine.

Thanks for trying to be my mom, but please don't. I have one, and she knows me, and she knows HOW to talk to me and lovingly help me through my thoughts and decisions WHEN I ASK her to. She is nothing short of AMAZING.

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